Bad mood? Upset? Feel like killing myself?

Looks like im having a bad problem,

very very bad problem,

How could i live without him?

its hard

for me to let go...

but this is not a break up!

its only a clean break

he will never want to break up

so do I!

i know that its the best thing for us to concentrat

in our studies and my piano

but i must be strong!

must believe in me,

and oso i must believe him too

Well,

its a long story

i wont want to tell anyone about this

my problem

i will solve it myself

Now all

I need is to

practice my piano

for my exam

on october

and after that

i can be free to go ack with who i really love!

I will wait

no matter what!

i dont want to care all those stupid stuff

what is bothering us in our lives!

You will always see that

I will always love u and never want to leave you!

You did the same to me!

I understand

You and me are the one

who never wants to let go each other

always help each other

I can tell how much you really love me

with all your heart

with all your mind

with every love that you gave me

You an I know that we 2 love each other

for 2 and half year already

And you din want to give up!

And I oso dont want to give up on you!

No matter what!

I will lisent to what you ask me to do!

I love you

forever

xoxo