我没有拿爱情来做比较！

我没拿过爱情来做比较！

我没有！

你都不知道我有多么的爱他！

所以不要乱说话！

你不懂我和他得事清，所以 不要乱说话！

可以吗？

我已经够烦了！

。。。

Happy Birthday!

Happy Birthday to You!

Happy birthday to You!

Happy Birthday to Mdm Shaw!

Happy Birthday to You!

Happy . . 44TH Birthday!

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Hope you like our surprise party!

and plus the cake!

hehee^^. .

Talking With An old friend. .

This is my friend, Joel Chong...

talking to him at Skype...

hehehe...

his also clement's friend...

=P

yea....

was talking to him like crazy though!

talking more about our life...

and oso talking about clement!

=P

blehhhh sorry clement!

Happy birthday! 生日快乐！

Happy Birthday To you!

Happy Birthday to you!

Happy Birthday to Auntie!

Happy birthday to you!Wishing you the best birthday ever!

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祝你生日快乐！

祝你生日快乐！

祝你生日快乐！

祝你。。。生日。。快乐！

Randy! happy 17th birthday!

女儿，和爸爸

今天，去了教堂过后呢。

我和爸爸去了CENTRE POINT，

去吃东西，吃了我们去看电话

爸爸好像要买新电话了

他看到Nokia E71

我呢我要Nokia E75

Hehehe...

我爸爸说：“你刚有了新电话你还要多一个！”

我就偷笑 =）

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我现在就要等我哥给我的答案

因为他说他要买给我那个电话

我就是要等。。。

等。。。等。。。

这是我爸爸要的Nokia E71

这是我要的Nokia E75

今天开心，很好心，很好笑

开心是因为有人带我出,
请我喝茶

也请我吃东西

很好吃哦！

猜我我们吃了什么呢？

HAHAHA....

BIGAPPLE!

喝了MOMO Bubble tea!

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有照片给你们看呢！

好好想搜吧！

真的很好吃。

看吧！卖六个，一人两个

很甜又好吃。。。

wahhhh!!!!!

MOMO bubble tea.... JACK 街扫得！好好！好吃！好吃！Jack! 我最相信他的人也最好跟他说话的能够跟他说很多东西Vincent,也是我的朋友，也可以说每一次找他出去喝茶。

然后呢，我们要去接人去教堂。

我们先去接了Ze Hao,

然后，去接Rachael, Cassandra 还有一个忘了她的名字。

就回了教堂。

很好玩，

很喜欢跟他们说话，谈天

下个星期又再来了。

我们说：去一次City Mall，

去吃KFC。。

或者去喝Starbucks!

也不顶。

看。。在想。。

哭了。。。

哭了又在哭，

停也不相停，

该做的已经做了，

相忘了也忘不了，

相放下可放不下，

真的很难，

生病了，不相信我吗？

我还以为我会讨厌你呢！

我就要仍乃一下。

我想要知道你可以到什么地步呢！看你可以耐到几久。

我好烦，因为你，很多事罚生

我的心好痛你知道吗？

每个晚上都会想到你，

一此会想到你的名，

我不想放你。

你知不知道我有多么的爱你吗？

你懂我的心吗？

你了解我吗？

你已经骗了我，也骗了我的心，你也骗了自己，

你以为你可以骗得了我你就可以安心吗？

我觉得你不会安心的过日子，因为你骗了你自己也骗了你所爱的人。

你不想珍惜我对你的爱情吗？

你还想跟别的女孩，而丢下我不管了吗？

你还想骗我说想要努力读书？

你没良心，说好要好好读书你还去玩，

你不拿你所答应的东西放在心上，也不会跟我说真话，真了不起

这些不是坏话，而是我心里所想要说的。。。

不知是我这样想的问题，很多人也是这样想的

对不起

我们的六个月是我真心的爱你另外两年我也是真心的。

你知道我等了好久了吗？

你还不懂我的心吗？我的爱你当着是什么？

我的心不是随便让给别人的，我真的爱你，我把我的心都给你了!

你竟然出卖我的心，也出卖我这个人。

你知道有多痛骂！？

心好象死了那样的感觉，背叛的感觉

现在，我也没有情人了

现在，只有我一个了，没有别的人了

给欺骗的人，也给出卖的人，已经够痛苦了，已经够难过了。

够了！我不想听你的解释了！每一次我叫你跟我说真话你就会跟我说骗话，每一次找借口。

我哭在你面前你都不理吗？随便你。

祝你和她辛福快乐！

我真没用，我真笨！说完了，该说的说完了。

我没话说了

我只想说一声对不起！

我知道错了，我该死

~对不起~

~我爱你~

很痛苦，你这样对待我！

You should understand how LOVE is really like,

Cause when you Break the next thing,

you will think that love is nothing at all!

You cant fight over love!

You cant snatch over it too!

It is only the true feeling of what you think about LOVE!

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Love is undividen,

Love is generous,

Love is unfailling,

Love is kind,

Love is meaningful....

To GOD love is everything...

Learn this lesson...

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Now i really do understand what is the real meaning of LOVE!

You cant buy love with money nor stealing.

You cant even snatch or steal other people love

when others love that person...

You know that how hurtfull is it when you snatch the person

that I love the most??

You know how much pain is it??

You don't even know!

Please just Please leave me alone!

I dont want to talk to the person who already snatch my heart from me!

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Once people said that 短痛好过长痛,

and its true...

什么才是真爱呢？ 你能找到你才来找我。。。

爱情不能勉强得！

你所爱他不是真的。。。

你不是真心得。。。

求你，不要在骗了。。。

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Thats all i want to say....

this is from my heart!

If "YOU" got see this dont ever want to talk to me ever again!

Today just got my eye checked!

Today after service went to Wisma Merdeka...

To get my eyes checked!

WOW!

my eyes ++ JING SHI!

Have to make new wannn...

hmmm my old want cant be used anymore....

but this time i choose a white wan....

yay

will get my new SPEC's this coming tuesday...

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Happy my daddy bought for me^^

now waiting for my birthday...

sad...

no one remember mine neh...

i dont want to tell too....

nth to do now...

watching tv....

Yesterday be4 youth^^

Guess what!

went out with Jack & Vincent...

go yam cha...

at Karamunsing....

was suppose to meet by 5:30pm

but i late a lil bit only marrr...

when i reach at church,

I keep on calling JACK & VINCENT!

wahliao!

i called Jack 6 times man!

no answer

I called Vincent 7 times!

No answer either!

guess whr they went??!

They went to PLAY GAME!!!! =.="

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Haiyooo...

let me wait at church so LOONNGGG!

Haizzzz....

keep calling them u know!

Damn larrr...

hahahaha guys dont worry not scolding u guys^^

atlease i was happy tat we went to yam cha....

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We went to karamunsing,

keep finding PARKING!

sooo Harddd to find u noe....

hahaha

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so me and Vincent went down first

i went to buy KINDER BUENO!

thn i ask vincent to help me buy relode!

hahahahaha....

thn belanja them COFFEE BEAN!

wakkakak...

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next week JACK'S turn!

he said going to bring us to WARISAN

for BIG APPLE DOUGNUT!

YAY!

hahahaha....

still waiting to pass the week again!

hehehhee^^

yesterday's update and 2days update

Yesterday after school, me and some of our mentoring group

went to Centre Pizza Hut

Because Michael wish to eat pizza so they say wanna go

i was like FOR WHAT?!!!!

nothing special pun~

haizzz....

no choice...

so we went....

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after we ordered thn me and Maddison

went to order the flowers for Mdm shaw's Birthday

coming soon

July 29th

hehehe

we ordered SUNFLOWER....

hahahha---~~~

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but thn, after tat we went back to school...

talk talk talk, chit-chit-chat-chat

thn my car came ald...

=.="

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got back home about 6pm...

thn practice piano, thn watch tv till about 10pm

thn went to bed....

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17/7

Orh, today was raining!

but still manage do ply PE!

its call a indoor PE!

We all ply dodge ball!

man randy hit me so pain!

but funn...

after tat, had our mentoring group...

but 2day so tired lehhhh

wakakakaka....

hmmmm,

nth to bloggg though....

gtg... bye

so tired from yesterday!

Man!

woke up at 7am!

went to fetch my uncle and aunties to the terminal bus stop

they are going to SANDAKAN!

couldnt sleep in on friday nite

i think i slept at 1++am

man was so tired

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Went to school at about 8++am

ECA, Health & First Aid....

Boring nehhh =.="

haizzzz....

have to lisent till 11am de...

but we finish so early!

about 10:35am!

hahahahaha....

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Went to 1B with Mike and Elissa....

Ate PIZZA HUT for lunch!

thn we went to watch TRANSFORMER

hahahaha my second time watching it =P

but its funn...

weeeheeee....

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after the movie went to MINITOONS

that is the fav shop i like to go to =P

bought bandages.... cute

i wanted gummies but they dont have the one i want!

so pisstt!

thn we went to QUICKSILVER to have a look

hehehe

i like the hats!

so nice!

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but $$$ so nice man!

hahahaha.....

thn we went to PADINI!

yeahhh...

bought a new SUNNIES!

hehehe

so nice

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1B is all on SALES now!

hahahaha...

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My day was so tired yesterday!

walk the whole 1B till about 7:30pm!

goshhh...

so tiring!

ate MC.D ofr dinner....

man! whole day FAST FOOD man!

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mmmm....

went to LAZO DIAMOND to see couples ring!

not for me but for MIKE & ELISSA!

man!

dont have $$$ how I buy oh!

Expensive neh!

haizzzz....

went back to church after that!

after church went back home

took a warm shower

thn went to sleep!

so darn tired!

Awfulll!!!!!!!!

Hey, I did promise not to online,

but since i have nothing to do,

my dad let me online,

ltr i have to watch my movie...

not finish yet neh...

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2mr, after ECA going out with Michael, Elissa

to 1BORNEO!

yeahhh!!!!

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Hmmm, only 3 of us =(

I dont want to be alone neh....

I miss my LOVE one!

miss going out with him!

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I became LIGHT BULB!

Better not do anything MICHAEL!

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Now i left 5 months and 18 days!

time really flies!

WOW!

my piano exam is up!

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Hey, Im still sick

like really sick

I just wish tat HE still can care for me even im sick

I miss HIM so badly!

miss him taking care of me!

Promise me?

tat you will still be by my side?

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I decided to wait...

Sick for 2 days!

Well today i went to school,

But thn after break i felt unwell

so i called my mum,

so i went home

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Well, really am HOT!

as in sick HOT!

Haizzz...

came back home ate lunch,

thn ate medecine,

thn went to bed at 12pm,

woke up at 5pm!

OMG!

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Dint know i sleep so long nehh~

hehhe...

Just now i called Vui Xing,

whether he want to go out neh~

next sunday =P

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hahaha,

u know what he said?

"OFCOUZE FREE! EVEN FREE!"

I ask him why?

he said that

"CAUSE MY BROTHER CAME BACK!"

thn he laugh HAHAHAHAHAHA =P

i was like OKAY! =.=

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So i ask

Summer, Michelle, Stefan, Kenneth, Xiao John, Oliver

Michelle say OKIE,

Stefan said OKAY,

Xiao John said MAYBE =.=,

Waiting for the rest to tell me the answer....

hehehhee....

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cant wait to go out wif the crew's lehhh =P

wakakakak....

SICK oso can GO OUT!

hahahaha,

IMPOSSIBLE IS NOTHING!

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Vui Xing don't go ehhh!!!

I cry de oh!

I angry de oh! ;@

yerrrrrr.....

No funnn tooooo!!!!!!!!!!

Haizzz going to miss u lehhh!!!!

ltr i sick even worst ohhh!!!!

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ehhh, not yet take pic wif u yet nehhh!

hahahaha....

eh yea horrrr...

wanna take DA TOU TIE ma?

hahahhaha....

Vui xing find me ehhh!

boring ohhh....

sick tiam...

no one AN WEI oh!

Sick! Tired!

Today dint get to go to school,
was sick, plus tired....
went to school yesterday,
saw sarah... =)
so happy to see her back!
got my pressie ^^
nice oh
thankx sarah....
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well, today slept almost the whole day,
today woke up i watch a korean movie called
"Full House"
by Rain
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hehehe....
but so nice to watch
after lunch went back to sleep cause ate medicine
thn feel asleep
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this morning i called Mdm Shaw
to tell her that im sick,
she was in mentoring group,
and she ask me a funny question,
"Are you really sick? You don't sound sick to me!"
thn all my mentoring group friends laugh
thn i say:
"I really am sick and im not faking =)"
but thn they say they will pray for me
to get well soon to go back to skul 2mr
but now i dont feel like going back to skul 2mr
cause i have so sickness like
so called:
"DEPRESSION"
OMG!
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well, i just dont have the mood lehhhh
no matter what i wont forgive my own self
cause i feel that im the one who is wrong!
-
Haizzz...
Now having dinner at my cousin house
saw my COUSIN im so happy to see her!
and my lil nephew
PATRICK!!!
So cute man him!
hahahahah...
he smiles =)
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my face really is pale!
dont want to go to skul ;(
i just hate myself now!
darn!
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gtg lur....
cousin needs to use comp!

Sucess in PERFORMANCE!

Sorry, couldnt post blog yesterday,

came back quite late...

and was extraaaa TIREDDD!

whole afternoon having reheasel!!!!

only have about 10min break!

thn have to continue....

But thanks for our BOSSSSS, SKYLER Liew Vui Hin!

His the best teacher!

to teach us so many things,

and oso put alot of hard work on the performance!

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Well, yesterday's performance was great

nothing went wrong but only the song got abit of prob.... =.=

open the wrong song....

(Vui Xing =.=")

hmmm, but everything went well...

so many ppl went yesterday...

I want to thank's my Aunt and my cousin's would came to see my performance

and oso want to thank SOPHIA & LUI

to came and watch....

thx alot.... =)

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TIME FLIES!

so quick!

cant believe our performance just ends like that!

WE all miss the performance!

especially the fun times!!!!

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After the PERFORMANCE,

some of us go to APIAPI CENTER, MC DONALD to eat!!!!

hahahaha.... =P

suppose to be Vui Xing who belanja us all de!

but end up we buy our own!

hehehehe....

who ask Vui XIng to came late!

=P

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but had funnn...

with the RE-UP CREW together to laugh "HAHAHAHAHA"

to talk "CHIT-CHAT"

and show pictures from the performance....

ill show u some of my friends that im really close too...

i have take a pic with MY TEACHER yettt...

when class restart ill surely take pic wif him be4 he goes....

(to AUSTRALIA =( wanna cry liao!)

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Well yesterday we all went out till about 11pm U know!!!!

"HAHAHAHA"

but had funnnnn =)
HERE are some pictures:

Summer and me, like my JIE JIE ohhh

Me and Oliver! takes good care of me when im sad

Me and Michelle! hehehe, she makes me happy too =)

Me and Kelly! nice rite?

This how i wear for the performance!

MORE pic coming up when i get them from Vui Xing!

Sorry Late update!

Sorry, was too busy so dint update,

1st: i was preparing for my DANCE DELIGHT PERFORMANCE

its 2mr,

yesterday i wanted to update

came back around 10pm,

too late =(

was reheasel for 2mr,

5:30pm till 9pm!

isnt that a long practice....

=P

Vui Xing was abit MAD....

but thn after a while he was okay...

trying to do our best....

TIMING is very important guys!!!!

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2mr having reheasel at 2pm till 3:30pm

thn rest having lunch thn continue

4pm till 5:30pm

after that having dinner thn getting ready

thn get dress thn have to START the SHOW!

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after everything,

Vui Xing is bringing us to eat!!!

YEAHHHH!!!!

hehehe....

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Practice, practice, and practice some more....

its going to be the best DANCE DELIGHT 2009 ever!

pls came and watch....

its start at 7:30pm till 9pm

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I can believe that 2day Vui Xing is very busy

setting up the stage at FOO CHOW ASSOCIATE HALL!

all the lights, speakers, the floor(rubber), and more

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I promise myself not to online for 5 months and 27 days...

but I update for 2day...

so i wont want to keep on facing my room all day longggg....

well,

school started....

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nothing very special, only got new teachers only....

Lots of work need to do!

must keep up the good work!

Study hard!

after performance i need to more focus on PIANO EXAM already!

coming up event for me!

gtg lurrr~

have to sleep early ohhh ;)

2mr got busy day...

unlike can go out to watch movie!

BOOHOOOOO =(

nite=)