worst day ever!

I was all alone 2day...

i have nth to say

i really am hurt rite now

i don feel like talking to anyone

i feel like im useless

i feel like im the one who did something wrong

i feel that im the one who dosent noe wat to do when im wrong

i feel that im being use!

but for sure i noe only one thing i love him so much!

i dont want to think about anyone else!

i just want to be wif him forever!

now is my time to concentrate on my piano

and he needs to concentrate on his studies...

i want to be more with him

and to understand more about wat he really want me to do for him

i really am worried

i really am

i just wish to hug him and not let him go

i just really HATE holiday!

i hate myself!

i really do!

2day its just about me

i have nth to say with my day!

i really regret

but i never regret being with him

cause i really found the one i really love so much

and he never regret being with me,

he really do love me

just that we need time to do in our own things

i have to concentrate on my piano exam coming on october

and SPM is end of November

after that thenonly can be back to normal...

Do u even think that i can concentrate

if his not with me...

its very hard for me ohhhh....

anyway im at Synergy now

having dance at 3pm

gtg

bye

xoxo