feel so left out?!

Well i have the feeling that like i feel so left out of my gang....
i have no idea why but i always feel left out... by them...
but thn i trying to be strong and stand firm...
even though i feel left out i will just talk to them and just act normal...
since i know alot of things happen
it feels hurt i noe
and i am so hurt when my best friend michael is hurt....
cause his one of my best friend and i noe tht he is very kind and friendly just that alot of things happen!
well,
now im still okay...
my friends still talking with me...
but i feel so uncomfortable in my heart...
cause it doesnt feel like myself...
but than i noe i still got my darlings!
Sarah, Rach, Lui,....
hmmm,
well i dono who to believe in la but i want to say that i don involve in anything at all!
who ever did it must repent it now...
who pulled me in and said it was me!
but no!
i believe in wat the person say, be4 u guys told me...
I cant say who did it cause i have no prove... so i don wan to talk about it anymore....
hmmmmm...

PS: please dont pull me in and make me get in trouble... i have too much about it liao...